Rylan Clark reveals he had a number of suicide makes an attempt when he hit ‘all-time low’ after the breakdown of his marriage: ‘I couldn’t see, hear, eat, breathe or sleep’
Rylan Clark reveals he had a number of suicide makes an attempt when he hit ‘all-time low’ after the breakdown of his marriage: ‘I couldn’t see, hear, eat, breathe or sleep’
Rylan Clark has candidly mentioned his a number of suicide makes an attempt after ‘hitting all-time low’ following the breakdown of his marriage to ex-husband Dan Neal.
The TV presenter, 34, defined how he tried to take his personal life twice after reaching a degree the place he was unable to ‘see, hear, eat, breathe or sleep’.
Rylan and his ex-husband Dan cut up in 2021 following six years of marriage and the star was compelled to take outing from work to take care of his psychological well being.
Discussing his battle on Matt Willis‘ On The Mend podcast, Rylan stated he ‘misplaced himself’ after the divorce.
He stated: ‘I am unable to keep in mind what made me disappear mainly from the individual I knew.
Heartfelt: Rylan Clark has candidly mentioned his a number of suicide makes an attempt after ‘hitting all-time low’ following the breakdown of his marriage to ex-husband Dan Neal
‘However the subsequent factor I knew I couldn’t see, hear, eat, breathe, sleep – I could not do something.
‘And yeah, there was no indicators of me having a break down, there was no indicators of – like for those who’re having a coronary heart assault, you will get the pains in your arm, you will get this… you realize one thing’s about to occur even when it is seconds earlier than.
‘I did not have the seconds, I simply had the affect mainly. The baseball bat around the face I name it. And yeah, I received very unwell.’
Delving deeper into his darkish emotional state on the time, he advised how he had gone from being ‘so sturdy’ to being the exact opposite.
He added: ‘I used to be so damaged, prefer to the purpose the place I bodily could not costume, I could not eat, I could not do none of these items.
‘I attempted to, to finish it a number of instances unsuccessfully – gratefully now.
‘However I simply keep in mind going to sleep at night time after doing nothing all day, dwelling at my mums, frightened to go away the home, did not need anybody to see me – and I believe that is the celebrity facet of stuff.
‘I’d pray that I would not get up as a result of then it would not be my fault. Does that make sense?
‘Each morning I would get up and there is that three seconds of forgetfulness the place you suppose it is a dream, or you do not suppose it is actual and you then keep in mind, and that is it for the remainder of the day.’
